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January 2008
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Torham [userpic]
Yarrrrr

Today was my day off. I got to go to the CVS, by foot, because my wife's car died on the way to get Juice, Deodorant, and coke. It decided that it didn't need powersteering and that it would rub the serpentine belt til it came off.

I'm also stressing because the jackasses at work still have not told us what days off I'll have next week, so I don't know if I'll be off just Saturday or Saturday AND Sunday.
I am stressing about the party in general. I'm not sure I even want one, although, I really would like to have one. I don't want to have any drama, and so, naturally, there's drama. And, yes R, I know it's supposed to be about me, but that's selfish, and I am like Xelana, I try to please everyone, even if it's at the expense of my own pleasure. I know that's stupid, but that's how I am. I am rarely up front about how I feel with anybody, and that's causing me as much heartache as it has saved me from.

Fuck the fucking fuckers.

Comments

i know it is hard on you being that way... it is hard on me ... but i think it would be harder if i tried to just walk around all self absorbed like lots of people do... only interested in themselves and getting their rocks off (literally or figuratively). It is a hard row to hoe but it is the way we are and even if they won't admit it... that is why they love us.